My Internal Existence With You
John 14:17
“…the Spirit of truth, Whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him. You know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you, “ Yeshua.
Closing my eyes and turning my mind to the One dwelling within, I embrace my internal existence with You. You are hidden in my depths patiently waiting for me to acknowledge Your presence.
Spirit of Yeshua, my Superior Treasure acquired through an uncomplicated faith. You are my inheritance giving me entrance into heavenly realities that I crave.
I am but an earthenware jar of clay filled with the incomparable power of God. Beautiful Spirit of the Most High, You go uncommonly low into the undesirable parts of me and transform me from glory to glory.
Fair as the moon, clear as the sun, I rise from this wilderness of humanity utterly collapsed upon and into the Pure Spirit of my Beloved God.
I walk with You and talk with You as You communicate Your thoughts, plans and emotions of Your heart. Who is like You beautiful Spirit? Eternal, Internal One, You are wholeheartedly devoted to me.
Faithful Spirit, where can I go from You? When in the heights of life, when in the lows of shame, when I turn to You and when I turn away, You are there. When I wake from my foolish, slumbering spirit I am still with You. You never leave. You never forsake.
Indwelling Flame, I journey with You through these short 70 years of life until I, like the phoenix, awaken from the ashes to see the Trinity face to face. Alive and active, You prepare me with Your double-edged sword that pierces my heart until You have consumed my uttermost being.
All my desire is caught up in You as the preeminence of Your internal Presence encompasses every facet of who I am.
You dwell in the highest heights outside of the scope of this universe, and You are in the midst of seemingly insignificant me. Thank You for the dignity that You grant one who is nothing apart from You. You have transformed me into a glorious being.
Beloved, thank You for Your unusual kindness. There is none upon the on Earth that I desire besides You.
You Who reside on the inside are terribly silent, slow to speak, and wonderfully patient as You wait on my gaze for the umpteenth time. Exponentially escalate my faith to believe that though You are hidden, You are found within the cavities of my frame.
You fascinate me as You speak mysteriously in dreams and visions and utter rhymes and riddles. Other times You press Your hand firmly on my chest and say it plainly by convicting my heart, stating Your case and making known Your way.
Spirit of Wisdom and Revelation, as I read Your Words, You grant me insight into sentences I have read a hundred times. Oh the depths of wisdom and the vastness of the knowledge that is contained within Your Being! Oh the depths of my dullness!
There is a beautiful law within the realm of the Spirit. The more I seek, the more I find. The more I hunger, the more I am filled. The more I thirst, the more I am satisfied. You are unequivocally nice. To be filled with You is a simple way, though it costs everything.
I want more of You, yet, in all honesty my condition is much graver than mere desires. On pains of death I require more of You. My existence is but vanity of vanities without a continual infilling of You.
Water Within, I thirst for the first water, the second infilling, the third and on and on. Let me feel You moving within me as You grant me favor to drink another drink. Deep is calling out to deep at the noise of Your waterfalls.
Spirit of Yeshua, exhilarate me with the heights of knowing the fullness of Your Interior Presence. Enhance my experience of the Indwelling Anointing that I may be strengthened in my internal existence with You.
